and i have alot to say today (:

firstly, was morning assembly (: i think cher's uncle and the other lady is damn brave. to shave their heads to support these cancer patients. i think it takes so much courage. would you go shave your head? esp when you're a lady, and it means that you'll have to go about half a year without hair. will you be able to take it? i really seriously admire her for her courage so much. and i really admire, her love for those people. to be able to go to such an extent. i admire her courage (:

and next was dance. jas you're gonna be featured (: jas was damn funny lah. when did you become so slow huh jas! last time although you were slow, but still not this slow one lor! tsk, something must have made you lose your concentration real bad. haha. i shan't elaborate, but people in 2/10 know what i'm saying (: haha. poor amina, got smacked so many times by laoshi. haha. i bet she loves you to bits and pieces already lah (: haha. jas you're special cause you're slow (:

CIP! i think today's cip was really meaningful. i mean yeah, at first when i saw them i was uber scared of them. i won't deny. i tried to judge by just their appearence, but i still did =/ and i'm so sorry. you know, i love innocence. those people who know me well enough, know that. and when i saw their smile, that innocent smile, it made my heart melt. when i saw how easily contended they were with just singing twinkle star, it made me feel so comforted. it was like, they are disabled mentally, physically. but yet, they have so much happiness, so much joy. when i have so much more than them, what right do i have to be pessimistic. what right do i have to ask for more. for they have so little, yet they're so contented with just a simple song. and it really taught me the meaning of finding joy in small things. and when the guy made me that heart shape with his hands, i really felt like crying. a small hand gesture like that, i guess you'll never know how much it means to me. and i want to thank you for that (: i love you too. all of them, so childlike. i love them, just from that one hour, i really do. i admire their courage, i admire their love, i admire their contentedness. i admire ever part of their life, for to them, it's perfect. it was such a meaningful one hour i spent with them, and it just makes my ambition of being a teacher even stronger. for i know, i want to be part of these people's lives.

guides (: GUESS WHAT! i got selected for national day parade (: okay i'm not boasting, but i think it's a real honor (: and considering i didn't go on tuesday, and i only went for one hour today, to get selected, i think it's really an honor. (: but that'll mean alot of trainings and all. it's worth it (: yes, it is. i should learn to perservere (: and i will. since i'm already in it, i'm gonna go all out for it (: i'm not gonna lag, for i know there'll be a high price to pay if i do. somehow, i love footdrill (: i'm wierd, i know.

overall, today was a good day (: yep. sometimes, it just takes time for the clouds to clear. but when they do, things always look so much better (: