and khoo really amuses me. what kinda teacher says that she should be going faster when a student tells her she's going too fast? what kind of teacher takes leave off just to go for a holiday when our test is the next week?

but it was super amusing, and the more amusing thing was i wasn't pissed when she said all that. it amused me. you know why, cause our class was never so concerned over our exams like today. and it makes me glad to see this (: haha. yeah, it's kinda heartwarming and all. oh boy, she is amusing, i'm looking forward to her classes ((:

why did i let myself believe miracles could happen (: it's a nice phrase man (: as in from the song.

waiting for the sabaticals thing. aother 15 mins to kill (: and then after this is guides (: somehow, i'm loving guides more and more (: okay i'm not being gay by saying this, but i mean it. sometimes, doing the stupid things that we do, make me laugh real hard. and the love between my batch, although not much shown, but i know deep inside we love each other. and although some people are not that lovable, i still think that our batch is special (: cause if one person were to quit, it just wouldn't be the same anymore. i guess, i've also learnt how to love people for just who they are. yep. it's much easier then expecting them to be better.

and now, let's look forward, let's look at the future. don't look back, and see how it has edified our lifes. it's not about yesterday anymore for it is of before, it is of the past. and yes we can think about it now and then, but let's not look onto the past for our hope and hope that things will be the same again, cause if you just hope, and you don't do anything about it, will it really help? i don't think so my dear (: i'm not saying that you can't think about your past, and hold a hope in it, but don't put all your hope in it. it happened before, now take happiness that it happened and move on with your life. it's good that you found joy in it, but now, if you want tomorrow to be like those days, work on today so that tomorrow will be like those times. work on today, press on towards the goal of tomorrow. cause you're not living for yesterday but for tomorrow. live for tomorrow my dear (: it's okay to feel sad. it's really alright. everyone has the right to be sad. but dear, it's how you pick yourself up from the sadness. it's just all about how you pick yourself up, how you get out of it. and i know, and i believe you can (: you were the one who told me it was alright to feel the way i did, but just make sure that after i felt that way, i stop and think about why i felt that way. you told me that, remember? (: so now it applies to you. you can feel tired, you can feel like you don't know what to do, it's perfectly fine, but after this, stop. and then move on and face life like the past, how brave you were (: you love others, and i love you (: so jsut remember that i love you no matter what. you are hungry for love, and when you think that no one loves you, just remember i do (: your togetherforever, is here for you (:

wheeeee. four more mins (: hope i get the sabbaticals i want. (: