there are many people who have been here for me. some in their own silent way. and i wanna thank all of you

1. malcolm KOR
2. candice DEAR
3. hannah KINDY BEST FRIEND
4. hui da DI
5. jared TWEETY BIRD (x

these are the people i wanna say a big thank you to. cause although you don't talk to me about the prob, you have always silently been there to help me through it. reasuring me. i just want you guys to know, that knowing you guys in church, is one of my greatest fortune (: and the things you guys do, although small, they mean alot alot to me. like what it's said, to love your neighbour as yourself, i think you guys have done it so well (: i love you guys, and nothing is ever gonna change that. and what gets me through this tough time, is when you guys tell me that you'll be there for me. that's all i need to get me through, and you all did it. the many thanks in my heart, i wanna express, but i don't know how to. i just want to say i owe it all to you guys, for your constant reminders that god's there for me and that you guys are too. i love you guys (:

and in church, i guess there's really where i get my support from. not saying that school friend are not there, they are, and i appreciate them. but from church, it's when i can hear those reassuring words, that god's there for me. sometimes i do know he's there, but i need reminders. cause sometimes i chose to forget. to my cell group, i know i haven't exactly been a good cell member, but i'm trying, i really am. thank you for being so patient with me, thank you for listening.

thank you dale, for that prayer that week when i cried. thank you for comforting me. thank you for sitting with me during dinner just to make sure i was alright. thank you for calling me that day when i was talking to on msn, and i seemed troubled, thank you for the call. you gave me advice and seemed to know what i was going through. talking to you for that 2 hours, made me cry but it also made me see things in a different light. thank you for your patience with me, and i appreciate it. i know i'm not the most ideal cell member, but i will try to be. thank you for your patience and guidance.

thank you geraldine, for being such a nice cell group leader (: for never failing to inform me on cell events. although most of the time i can't go, you never fail to ask me if i can, or if i want to. your sms last year, telling me that you're praying for me, that you keep me in prayer, really helped me alot. that i knew someone cared, that i knew i was important enough that someone would pray for me. thank you. and for the many cell meetings, your word always touches me. thank you for your great talks. thank you for loving us, despite your own pain. thank you for your constant care and concern.

thank you joan, for always being such a great friend. i know, i aine't someone who is easy to get along with, but you still stuck by me through thick and thin. i still remember the first time i opended up to you, it was area gathering. and both of us were high. i can still remember the times when we were both so happy (: i remember all of it joan. and thank you, for caring. thank you for your sms-es, your verses, cause they do help alot. joan, thank you for your letters, your words of encouragement. your words of love and concern. thank you for that walk along the beach. thank you for that wet sandy hug. thank you throwing sand with me. thank you walking me home that day. thank you for your posts, thank you for accpeting me the way i am. thank you for not losing your patience with me, thank you for your understanding. thank you for your unconditional love, thank you for being here with me. together forever, are not just words. i mean them, i promise them. through it all, me you and god, we'll go through it all together. and we'll come out smiling. thank you darling, for being such a wonder.

thank you gerlaine, chee yan, shawn, pamela, marcus, jason, erm, and those other cell members who i don't remember their names =/, i really love you guys, and there are no one in this world who will replace you guys in my heart, my dear cell group members, the people who i met in church and will always be in church with me (: love you guys.

there are much more i wanna say. but too little time.

i just needed you to talk to me today, was it too much to ask for? i don't think so. and to think, ironically, it was your best friend who talked to me and made me laugh. how ironic