Lol, I wanted to post about the pledge Irwin lau made up this morning, but then thinking right, it’s not that good an idea. Lol, cause it’s singapore’s pledge =/ lol, so yah. Sorry Irwin (: but if you guys wna know, it’s kinda sick, so lol, still wna know can ask me.. or him. Lol

Well, today’s a happy day for me. and I miss days like these. Cause it’s been so long, since I laughed till my stomach went all pain and no sound came out. And it’s been such a long time, that I see all 7 of us smiling and laughing. And it’s been such a long time that I see all of us conquer all our fears together. And it’s been such a long time, since I laughed till I rolled on the floor. And it’s been such a long time since, I felt to close to 7 of us, so real and true.

Maybe we all need to take down that protective wall. I mean, if you want to come hurt me, COME RIGHT AHEAD BABY! I’m not scared of you. that’s what I mean. Cause maybe if we keep it up too much all the time, then we won’t get to be true friends, true people.

Today was a good day, cause I was happy. And to be happy for me, I guess it’s not all that easy. Not trying to be emo here, but it’s kind of true. And just shooting balls into that STUPID hoop today, it made me really happy. Brought back memories of that time, Cheryl, nana and i. Fighting over one pathetic ball. And three of us took turns to shoot it in. and somehow, both of them had already like got in a thousand and one balls, I hadn’t got one in. and sometimes I may appear stupid, but it’s alright. Cause it makes me laugh, it makes me able to laugh at myself. I miss those times. Where we laughed, at no one else, but ourselves.

And when the drink thing happened, lol. That was funny. And somehow, embarrassing, but yet, I still was happy. Really, truly happy.

And bianca’s hand art, made it all better =/ lol, that’s sarcastic! She gave me the most beautiful hand drew rings anyone could ever draw -.- lol, but it made me happy too. To see how hard she tried, but =/ lol, it turned out unique. Lol (:

Seeing all of us laugh, and seeing no one moody. To see everyone in the circle, to see no one left out. To see everyone enjoying themselves, and being truly happy, that was the one thing that really made me happy.

And that’s what I realized, that well, it’s not things or events that make me happy. But the people I’m with. When they’re happy, all of them, I can’t help but be happy. Cause it puts a smile on my face to see them all have smiles on their faces. It really does. and maybe because it’s been so long since we’ve had times like these. I don’t know, maybe for me.

7 special people, BCP, RYL, CHER, NANA, AMINA, TRISHY WISHY, ME (: I guess there’s nothing that really matters more to me, than seeing all of us as one, really one. And being happy. Nothing matters more than that. Cause it really made me feel “whole”. Made me feel happy.

You guys are the ones who bring the tears to me, but yet, also the smiles and the laughter. You guys just always seem to know, when I’m the most down, like last night, and today, you guys made it all just SO MUCH better. And I don’t know whether our friendship will fade away, but one thing I know is that, I’ll always treasure and remember this friendship we share. Carved and written on my heart.

7 OF US FOREVERRRRRR :D

and I have to announce something (: my birthday is coming! 20/10
Twentieth October

And Cheryl ho, remember your promise, I get you a water bottle, you get me a water bottle, a pencil case and a wallet (: lol, you promised me! I remember! Don’t you dare go back on your word okay missy!

I know some people are stressed over eoys, but well, I guess it’s fate. Just do your very best, and what happens, it’s not up for us to decide. Just do our very best, our very very best (:

I’M HAPPY (: thank you 7 of us (: