To who you know you are (:

You seem to be the most conscientious person among all the people I know. You care a lot about other’s feelings; it’s just that you don’t show it. You care about what they feel, what they would feel if you did this or you did that. And although other people may think otherwise, I think you do care a lot about others feelings. Don’t you? That’s what I feel about you, what your actions have silently told me. I don’t want to say if I’m right or wrong, I don’t even know if I’m right or wrong, but there’s something I can very well say I’m sure of, that you’re beautiful (:
You may have made me cry, you may have made me want to just give up on all these friendships. But you know something my dear, you were the one who made me laugh when I was down, you were the one who made me learn what it meant to care in a different way. You were the one who taught me that caring was not all in praising and encouragements, but also in advice, in waking ups. You taught me that love in friendship was not about saying everything the other person did was correct but to teach the person right and wrong. And you taught me, being part of someone’s life, was more than being there and listening and giving love, it was about how to include the person in everyday conversations, to be able to ask that simple “are you okay” when I was down during music lesson. I remember, and I think you’re beautiful (: you’re beautiful, not cause you’re perfect, but it’s because you don’t try to be something else. You’re beautiful cause your heart is harbors good intentions. You’re beautiful, cause you have made me into a more beautiful person. But most of all, you’re beautiful, cause you are no one else but you. Your smile is beautiful, your laughter is beautiful. The tears you cry are beautiful, the times when you sit there and just gaze at nothing, you’re beautiful. You’re nothing less than amazing, you know that?
Maybe I’ve said these words too many times, maybe you think I don’t mean them, but you know, when you and I fought over that jigsaw, you made me feel joy. Although I lost, I felt happy you won, and you were happy. And it makes me feel sad sometimes, when you’re sad. And sometimes I know nothing that I can help you with. But you know what my dear, I’m going to keep trying. Until I see the person I knew in sec one, the one who smiled with me everyday. The person who is what she wants to be. I’ll love her for her, whoever she may be, whatever she may want to be. I don’t care, really, cause I know inside, she’s always beautiful (:
Things may seem confusing at this point in time, but everyone gets confused. And I’m not leaving you to be left confused all by yourself. No, I’m not going to leave you behind. I’m staying behind with you. Would you let me? Let me hold you hand through it, and never let our hands go. No matter how painful, no matter how sweaty our hands may get, no matter how gross, no no we’re not going to let go. Or at least, I’m not going to let go of you. We’ll get out of whatever confusion you may be having together, and together we’ll come out stronger. Yes? You blessed my life, and I owe you a lot of what I am today. And so now when you’re feeling this way, I’m going to be all that you were to me. And I’m going to stick by you. No matter the confusion, no matter whatever. You’re strong alone, let me be strong with you (:
I love you babe, my beautiful babe (: