what hurts the most,
is being so close.
& having so much to say,
& watching you walk away.

is blogger screwed or what =/

ANYWAY (: sorry for not updating ytd (: was not exactly in a very nice mood. lol.
geog made me cry ): i totally misinterpreted a whole question. and considering there's only 2 questions, i think i'm just going to die. and i was hoping this would pull my history up, i guess that won't be the case anymore.
BUT BUT BUT (: irwin lau's letter made me super happy (: went all nuts after reciving it (: and my dad was like "i have to see what's in the letter, must be something! xiao cha bor" lols (: love you letter loads and loads and loads (x

today was math. sigh, i think i'm so dead for eoys. i guess i'll have to mug hard for science. ONE MORE PAPER (: do do do my my my best best best (:

i'll miss two tennn (: mm hmm, I WILL (:

i'm sorry but i have to say something here cause i no more sms, so it's the only way you will read it. oswald, it's not that i told darren not to give you cigrattes, pls get it right. i didn't. and yes, it's true, whether you smoke or not, it's none of my buisness, and when you sent me that sms, i realised, that asking you not to smoke isn't getting anywhere anyway. since you push me away, i'm not going to care anymore. cause frankly, i don't see a point in trying to help someone who doesn't even want to help himself. you're letting yourself get into it, you're not even trying. at least darren tried and though he may have failed countless times, going back to it and all, but he tried, and i could tell. and now he's succedded. but you know, you aren't even trying at all. i tried to encourage darren cause i could see he was trying, but i look at you, and i don't know what to say. you want to get into it, don't you? well, at least that's the impression you give me. and i'm sorry to say that it doesn't bother me anymore if you smoke a not. cause to me, you don't even think it's wrong don't you? you don't mind getting into it, don't you? and if that's the case, when you don't even care about yourself, your own well being, i won't care about you either. it's not nice to not be appreciated, neither is it nice to care and see that the person doesn't even care about himself. so i'm not bothered anymore. go ahead, do whatever you want. just remember, it's your own health, not others.

and wai sheng (: AHHAHAHA, I LOVE YOUR LETTER MAN (: your handwriting looks like someone i used to know (: so i can read it! I CAN YOU KNOW (: i'll reply it asap k (: and thank you for the straw heart (: I THINK IT'S PRETTY (: AND XIAO YI IS NOT STUBBORN! ahaha. sorry for not being able to reply all your sms-es. you must be kinda frastrauted =/ sorry (: i'm saving! i'm saving! a while more! =/ besides, after exams i'll come online (: right (:XIAO YI MISSES YOU TOO <3

irwin said i'm naggy and obstinate ): lol, BUT THERE WERE NICE THINGS (; but i shan't say =/ ahaha, embarassing (x

I'M DYING WITHOUT SMS -.-

I LOVEEEEEEEEEE 7 OF US (: