Wednesday, November 01, 2006 @3:37 PM

Bianca, I’m glad that, at least on my part, I’ve learned to open up. Maybe it’s a little too late, but at least I did. And I’m proud to say, that I love you (: we’ve been through a lot, and we’re not all that alike, to be truthful. And we’ve never really been close, that I have to say. But you’ve helped me, and I guess there are times where you really care and love me. And I can’t be more grateful to have found a friend like you. I love you

Cheryl, thank you for all your voices of concern. Thank you for all the time, for all the emails, for all the talks. Something I can’t use words to express my gratitude for. And thank you for sharing with me your ipod :D I know I can get irritating! But thank you for still sharing with me!

Cherie, I love you I love you I love you (: I think she’s the world’s best assistant Monitress! Whoever agrees say “I”! I! (: and I think she’s the best friend you can ever have when you feel so insecure, when you feel like the whole world hates you, and you feel so left out. She’ll always be there for you. well, at least she was there for me. I think cher, you rock! Regardless of what others say (:

EugeNANA, I’ve been lacking much as a friend, and I know. I may have hurt you; I may have made you sad. But one thing I have to take back, cause now I think differently, and I have to say, “I think your house is pretty” (: I’m sorry for saying otherwise those times, and I think it must have hurt you. but thank you, for all those times you made me smile, all those times your comments made all of us laugh. And cause of you, I’ve always found a reason to smile (:

JasMINA, for always being jasmine (: someone who will always smile, who will never fail to make me realise, I have no right to be sad. Amina, you are a beautiful woman! Sometimes blur, but well, at least I have some company :D I have you for company to be blur with! You always make me laugh to myself lah, when I turn around, to find you sleeping on your table (: and it always makes me smile, to see you. no, I’m not les. But there’s something in you that makes me feel so envious. I love you amina (:

TriSHY wishy, you woman who’s video made me cry ): trish, you’ve been a blessing. For all those times the things you say make us all laugh, for all those times when you voiced out all of our opinions to the teachers. For all those times when after we cry, you never fail to make me laugh again. For teaching me the art to rebel, I thank you (: love you tricia lee :D

Irwin lau, thank you for always being there when I need someone. For always making me laugh with your “okay okay, increase to ten packets of tissue plus two shoulders” etc, and each time it just keeps increasing. Thank you for not being your old insensitive self, in the past. And laugh when I was upset. For now you always know what to say, always know what to do to make me smile again. Sometimes I take out my anger on you, and I’m sorry. Thank you for your calls, that make me feel a whole lot better, and thank you for insisting talking to me, even when your dad asked you to put down the phone cause you knew I wasn’t alright. Thank you. You’ve made a difference in my life (:

Iris siow, for always being the retarded, slow woman :D who never fails to make me laugh at your most retarded comments, and most lame words (: for you know, they never fail to make me laugh in amusement. And thank you for accompanying me home, and sharing the secret of staying young :D my dear, you’re amazing!

Eugene ho, I think you have the most patience man :D well, at least with me. I think in this whole list, you’re the one I have to thank the most. Cause over this two years I’ve known you, or less, you’ve always been the one who hasn’t screamed, hasn’t yelled, hasn’t scolded me, hasn’t lost your temper, hasn’t give me that why-don’t-you-understand tone. The only one who hasn’t made me feel stupid once :D which, is quite hard to do! And always, when I’m down, and you go home with me, you never fail to make me laugh. With your ways, although stupid, they always make me so darn happy. And during tuition, I think without you, I’ll just fall asleep. And you’re the one who keeps me awake :D and sometimes I take out my anger on you, although no more now, but I used to, but you never once got pissed with me. and I start to wonder if you’re human or not. :D I think you’re like super patient with me (: thank you for your un-balancing train act, for your agreeing with me on everything conversation, and everything. I’ll remember :D just hope we don’t end up in the same class in jc, cause that’ll be havoc ><

Joan, woman :D I love you! for cycling with me so slowly that day :D if not I think I’ll be left behind :O I think we’re really alike, our love languages etc. and maybe that’s why we get along so well. I don’t have much friends in church, you know that (: maybe cause I’m reserved, maybe cause I’m shy, I don’t know. But you’re one of my bestest friends in church (: you know? And everytime I’m down, you always show me my prize. And my prize is having a friend like you, who’s there for me, all the while. It aine’t on the other side of the rain, it’s you. to have a friend like you, loving is all worth it. do you know that’s what you make me realise? (: I love you joan swallow :D

Sandy & Yenjin, my darling batchmates! Thank you two for, that time after heritage trail, I was hopping mad, and you guys asked me what’s wrong, and well, empathized. (: thank you! and thank you for the presents too! And yenjin, for the postcard! I’ve got a letter for yenjin (: thank you for being so wonderful batchmates, supportive and loving. I am so grateful I have people like you in my life. cause you make my life ever so warm :D

Jerron, although I know I’m not close to you or anything, and I haven’t exactly gotten to know you very well, or even well, but you’ve made me laugh a whole lot, and sometimes get pissed a whole lot. But thank you for the day to sentosa (: for waiting for me when I was so slow in cycling. It was fun (: for laughing at me when I fell off my bike, I don’t like you! but I guess it must have looked hilarious to see me in a pile of grass. Thank you for such a wonderful day, oh and sharing your coke with me :D

Jeremy han, you always crack me up. I mean, seriously. All you lame jokes and riddles and everything. Although mostly it’s so cold, your jokes and all, but they make me laugh. Not cause they’re actually funny, lols, but how you think it’s funny, and how I don’t think it’s funny. Am I making sense? Bah, I think you understand what I’m saying lah (: thank you for always entertaining me (:

Who else is there to thank?

I think I wasn’t exactly in the best of moods last night, and I esp need to thank these two people. Well, it’s the same two people.

Eugene and Cheryl (:

Eugene, thank you for calling. Although I hung up almost immediately. Your sms-es helped loads. And truth is, you didn’t say much, but I felt a lot. And the tone of your voice showed me you cared, showed me you were concerned why I was sounding like that. And I could feel it, although I guess you didn’t say much. But I could tell, I could feel it. thank you Eugene. I know it gets irritating, when I keep going to you, when I have no one to go to, but I want to tell you this, that you always make things better. Although there are times when you are the one who makes me sad, but you know, the joy you bring, is a thousand times more than the sadness. And I thank god, I found a friend like you, who understands me. who knows what I need, who understands what kind of person I am

Cheryl, thank you for talking to online all the way till I went off. I never ever stayed up that late on the com, and i thought i would be pretty alone. and thank you for reassuring me, telling me things that i needed to hear. i know it isn't your way to show love by words, but still, for me, you said those words i needed. and cheryl, thank you for making things seem better, thank you. for you don't know how much your words meant, thank you. cause you make things better.

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