If you thought it was to you, maybe it’s really how you feel.
But how do I be a listening ear when you don’t tell me. and when I can only interpret, it’s inevitable that I get it all wrong. Tension of opposites? Knowing I shouldn’t try to understand when I don’t, but still doing it. I guess so. I want to be just a listening ear, I want to just be there for you, but will you let me? I want to, do you hear me? so put down your guard, I’m not here to harm you. put down your guard, cause I’m here to love you. put down your guard, cause I swear, I won’t ever intentionally hurt you. let me in, cause I don’t want to be looking in from inside. Let me in, cause I really want to be inside your world. Let me in, just let me in. I won’t tell you what’s wrong and what’s not, cause I know you know them yourself. Let me in, to let me be the one you can count on, the one you can just talk to when you’re down in the dumps. Let me in, let me love you for whoever you may be. Let me in, and I promise I’ll never leave. Could you pls just let me in? I want to be all that you want me to be, just let me in.

Maybe I ask for too much. Maybe I’m very demanding. I don’t know how you see it. Truths hurt. I know I’m demanding, I know I’m over domineering. I’ve learnt to accept all of this. But do you see it that way? Cause if you do, I can tune down. It’ll take conscious effort, but I can. If you don’t want me probing too much about your stuff, I can stop. Really. I just don’t want you to feel intruded. I just want you to know that I love you, I’m here. Nothing more than that. And that, one more thing, I care.

Whoever the person is, the person knows who it is anyway (:

Anyway, I got my Ipod :D
I was supposed to pay hundred. But since mummy owed me fifty, I only paid fifty! Daddy was like, “you want to give me a kiss, you give me now. If not nevermind” then I was like, huh. And I figured in this kind of situations, he was going to buy me something, so I just gave him his kiss! Neh neh, and I got my Ipod :D lols. It was $399. not that bad lah! Ipod video. Yayness. Lols, I’m super happy lah.

Yesterday was one helluva madness day. Mummy hadn’t bought her boots, which is VERY important. And so mummy conned me into going to buy it with her and dad. She told me, we were going to east point for BREAKFAST. Tsk, such a liar! In the end, instead of east point, we went to raffles place, centre point, takashimaya. Lols. So much for east point. So anyway, mummy takes ages to find shoes she likes. And even after she find shoes she likes, her toes are weird! So not all can fit her. Lols, I knew that fact, so I was very patient. But daddy, lols, he got super annoyed. So I was caught in the middle, as always. I think both of them are going through menopause or something. Very irritable, easily, both of them. So you can imagine, how things went.

I should gone to see alfi theo when I was at centre point eh? Lols, oh well :D there are always other times. Just you wait!

I’m going korea today! Midnight flight :D
I’ll miss everyone :D
I’ll miss chicken ): cause mummy says, no eating chicken there, cause they have birdflu. Lols. I can imagine myself becoming vegetarian or something. Oh man. Chickennnn!

I’ll be back on the seventh. I hope the plane doesn’t get delayed, so I can wish you what I’m supposed to wish you. but then again, it’ll touch down at 1130 at night. So I’m not sure. Hoping and praying (: