Thursday, December 28, 2006 @9:24 PM

we keep questioning why others don't believe in god. and i can't help but then question my own religion, why do we keep forcing.

i know it can be desperateness for our generation or whatever, but frankly, if you look around, it's turning people off. they don't believe, cause they don't understand. and when they don't understand, of course they don't believe. so instead of 'forcing', why not help them to understand. i don't understand all of this, i don't understand this whole christian thing, to be truthful. and at so many times, such as now, i do have my doubts. so what more those who haven't even known Him? won't they even have more? of course, my doubts will clear after a while, cause i've got you guys to help me to see, but how about them. they don't have anyone to clear those questions. so how can we ask why they don't believe?

hur, and not to mention, we're terrible testimonies. how many of us has been living our lives the way He has wanted. stop lying to yourself and look around. i'm living a terrible life, that sometimes i don't even want to say i'm a christian least people get the wrong impression of christians. how do we show them how great God is, when we're living such terrible lives? JUST HOW.

i'm annoyed. i'm annoyed. at how we expect people to believe

although i know, it's really upsetting when people reject you, or put your religion down. i mean, i was like that too. but come on, there must be a reason why they're doing that. and do we understand that reason? we don't. so unless we understand, and clear that misunderstanding, we cannot question them.

i'm not trying to put down christianity here, but just giving another point of view. how do people believe, when we don't even explain, and we don't even live the lives we're supposed to live. they have their rights, and we can't put them down like that. cause they have their religion, and they have their faith too. so we can't force them, we can only move them, with our lives, with our actions. what else can we do.

nothing.

so just accept it man, work out your life, and be what you're supposed to be. cause there's nothing else you can do.

work on your life charis, bu2 yao4 qi4 nei4, jia you!

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