Wednesday, December 27, 2006 @9:20 AM

you know, you talked to me about it ytd. and i really understand how you're feeling. the feeling that you don't understand. i know how it feels, to have been hurt, and yet wanting to give yourself another chance, you want to try it again. try so hard to put away your hurts and your sadness, and cause you love the person, want to try again, cause you thought the person needs you. but to your.. shock, i guess? that person doesn't need you. you tried so hard to put away yout hurts and sadness, that in the process, it hurts so much. and when you finally can, that person doesn't want you, that person doesn't need you. i can understand. i know how much you cried last night, i know you really don't understand. i know you really just am lost, confused. i know you think it's ironic, i think you think it's confusing. i know you think it's not worth it all. i understand. i know you hope you never loved, you never cared, you never ever believed in that person, but now, you just can't help it. you can't take back that love that care that belief just like that. i know how much you must be hurting. it must be so much. i know, and i can feel how much you love that person. and i guess i do know how much it must hurt. i can't advice, cause i'll be lost too if i were you. but i just can say that i understand, i totally understand how you feel.

so betrayed, so lost, so confused, so hurt. this whole thing doesn't make sense, no matter how hard you try to make sense of it. i understand. i really do. cause the person who's going through it, is me
Love, just what is that. makes everyone so, tangled up inside. oh well

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