new year's here (:

and i'm back :D
i think, well, it's not worth getting all upset and stuff, for who knows what reason. but most of all, well, it's all thanks to area gathering on saturday. i think it made me realise, some things. esp the song, which made me cry. (:

complete

here i am, oh god.
i bring this sacrifice
my open heart, i offer up my life
i look to you, Lord
your love that never ends
restores me again

so i lift my eyes to you lord
in your strength will i break through Lord
touch me now, let your love fall down on me
i know your love dispels all my fears
through the storm, i will hold on Lord
and by faith i will walk on Lord
then i'll see, beyond my calvary one day
and i will be complete in you (:

and they talked about faith. (:
and i like this verse alot, which is printed on ns area tshirt :D
i have fought the good fight, i have finished the race, i have kept the faith (:
2 timothy 4:7

lol, and after area gathering, that was gay. lol, the first time i ever RAN AWAY, from area gathering. lol, joan you know :D

i'm rather sad that shawn and rachel and dale and jason are leaving ): like really really super sad ): so i shall write something for them :D although i know rachel and dale and jason most likely won't see it.

shawn; thank you shawn for everything this year and maybe last year too. knowing you is a great blessing. the joy you bring to my face, with your laughter, with your sneeze during servivce, with your spasticness. they all really bring a smile to my face. your faith is strong, and sometimes i really admire it, keep it going! and well, thanks for all the food man :D lol. i really wish you would stay, but you shouldn't. we should want what's best for you (: so move on to jc area and grow your faith (: well, i'll miss you loads, and i'll still say it even if you hate it, i love you. i love shawn the prawn (: keep the faith, run the race!

rachel; man, though i know we haven't known each other for long, but well, yeah. i'll still miss you lots andi love you lots and lot. we had so much fun together man, like hiding joan's shoe. LOL. and well yeah. though we're not that close, like suoer close or something, but well, i really hope you continue to shine for God. (: and i'm sure he's so proud of you, for everything you've did your best for Him (: rachel my dear! i love you so much! thank you for everything, the presents, the love, the friendship. i'll miss you. i'm missing you already ): i love you babe! keep the faith, run the race!

dale; i remember there was just this one period of time where i used to rant to you, alot. and you'd just listen. you'd even call me, to advice me. and you know, it really touched me, cause you really cared. though i don't know what really happened after that, you got kinda irritated or something, but well, still thank you. cause you really helped me alot. you listened, you cared and you helped me alot. thank you. and thank you for the prayer on the week when i cried really badly. thank you so much, for that shoulder too. i really really appreciate it. i'll miss you too (: keep the faith, run the race!

jason; thank you for being always oh so lame :D which make cell sometimes so enjoyable, so crappy. lol. thank you for always smiling at me :D and thank you for always making it a point to try to talk to me, when no one does. thank you alot, jason. small little things you do, really tell me lots of things. and yeah, i'll miss you (: keep the faith, run the race!

ns area, central 2 cell, will always be (:
cause friendships last forever, if the Lord is the Lord of them (:

yesterday was fun :D
i got mina's present. i esp like the note, although nothing much, but i still really like it. cause well, mina has NEVER written me a note ): lol. but that's what makes it all so special (:thank you darling!
and thank you bianca! for the nice bottle :D i like the sotong. lol, really looks like, er me. LOL. thankyou dear (:
thank you trish for the nice nice er wasabi thing! and oh oh, get well soon alright love!
and thank you cher, for letting us messup your house! lol.

and bianca intoduced me nice songs (:
sad songs, lol, i like :D

i'll really miss 7ofus (:
but ah heck, we'll always be together (:

and i'm sure, ytd, we all missed cheryl :D
lol, no one forgot about her! I'M SURE!

eh and stupid aidan has been making me lose sleep. calling so late, and talking so much. and i'm tired! BOO ):

okay, i think that's all (: i shall post new year resolutions some other time (:
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE (: