Friday, April 06, 2007 @7:33 PM

sentosa [:

aidan bully me ]x i feel damn dirty can ]x
bully, big bully ]x
and er, i forgot his name, haha, also another big bully lah ]x

haha, thank you, YOU, YOU, aidan for making it such an enjoyable day [:

oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY IRWIN LAU [:

time to reflect, how you make people on the outside feel when you guys act this way. it's not nice, it's not nice at all. i feel insulted, i feel ashamed, of what happened. maybe they don't know, maybe they don't notice, but i do. and i can't help but feel like, wtf. so much for spreading the love, i'm esp dissapointed in you. i once thought, you understood everything. but the way you acted today, just really.. i don't even know how to describe it. the things i told you, you tell people. thanks alot, i really appreciate it. not. i should stop telling you stuff, then i won't be feeling this way. but you once meant something in my life. as much as i know you care, you're doing it all wrong. i feel goddamn betrayed by you

@5:32 PM

Close your eyes, make a wish
That this could last forever
If only you could stay with me now
So tell me what it is
That keeps us from each other now

Yeah, it's coming to get me
You're under my skin

No, I can't let you go
You're a part of me now
Caught by the taste of your kiss
And I don't wanna know
The reason why I
Can't stay forever like this
Now I'm climbing the walls 'cause I miss you

Take my hand, take my life
Just don't take forever
And let me feel your pain kept inside (oh yeah)
There's gotta be a way
For you and I together now

Yeah, it's coming to get me
You're under my skin

No, I can't let you go
You're a part of me now
Caught by the taste of your kiss
And I don't wanna know
The reason why I
Can't stay forever like this
Now I'm climbing the walls 'cause I miss you

It's an illusion
How can I feel this way? (ohh)
If I can't have you
It's an illusion
Nothing is real this way (ohh)
If I can't have you

No, I can't let you go
You're a part of me now (now)
Caught by the taste of your kiss (I don't wanna know)
And I don't wanna know
The reason why I
Can't stay forever like this (I'm climbing the walls)
Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss you I can't let you go, no
And I don't wanna know
The reason why I
Can't stay forever like this (ohh, ohh)
Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss (I miss) you

;cause you are my life, the very reason i live

Thursday, April 05, 2007 @11:22 PM

i don't care lah ]x
do whatever, i don't care anymore ]x
I DON'T CARE.
PFFT. x/3

Wednesday, April 04, 2007 @8:20 PM

thank YOU for the hug [:
i really needed that most, haha. and telling me everything will be okay [:
thanks a million, you're the shining sun that brightens my everyday [:

thank you dale for your call [:
haha, means alot too! [: but yeah, sorry i had to hang up [:

i have to believe, that everything will be okay.

NYBT! JIA YOU~
you can still kick ass! [:

oh and thank YOU again, for sending me homeee [:

Monday, April 02, 2007 @10:12 PM

i need to say, thank you.
to those who prayed for me on saturday.
joan, dale, rachel x3
thank you, aidan for telling me all those damn cold jokes [:
thank you, malcolm for asking what was wrong, after everything happened [:
thank you, oswald for letting me listen to that story, although i don't really get it ><''
thank you, huida for reassuring me that you'll stop [:

yep.

thank you beehiang for always being there. happy or sad, up or down [: you said we'll welcome the rain, so we will [: haha, there's so much i want to say, but i guess not here.

and you guys hurt me, when you seem to care, but when you walk pass, haha. oh well [:

@7:26 PM

[:
thanks beehiangg [:

hoho merry christmas.
i feel like it's worse than world war 3.
if i could, i would run away.
that's if, if i could.

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